Moonbeams on the Wall

03 Sept 2018
During the time leading up to the blood moon on September 27, 2015 I felt like I getting a lot of revelation over a very short time period.  The problem was that I accepted everything without differentiating it.  I didn’t even know that impression/inspiration discernment was necessary.  Some of my impressions actually happened.  Not at all in the manner I expected, but happened, nonetheless. There were other impressions that were so categorically wrong that it would be laughable now if only it wasn’t so humiliating and damaging.

I think we can all agree that the ramblings and confusion of the episode were categorically false.  With perhaps one important declaration midway.  I kept screaming, “This is REAL! Wake up!”. Which was true, but in the context I understood it I was trying to wake up an audience who was watching the performance as if it was just a movie.  In reality, I’d like to believe that somewhere in the sane part of my consciousness I was trying to wake myself up.   This exclamation over and over was probably confusing to Husband. 
The rest of this post is just hidden notes so that I can finish the story later.  They are reminders to myself and won't make much sense to you, dear reader.

Told Mikey about secret LW and evil presence in house.  Prayer filled with light.  Woman walked through looking at me weird.  Interpreted her as one of Satan's spies.  Going to sound the alarm to our whereabouts.  Explaining/hug and dogs all start to bark in unison.  Stationed as guards around perimeter.  JackSniper taken as protector.  Stand your post soldier.  Training to be General.

The secret of living waters
Exchanging bodily fluids gives people the energy from the vibration of our water.
Kisses
Tears
Orgasm fluid
Mikey/Sara
Oosa Buba woke up stiff and panicked
Satan himself attacking baby prophet
put up hand and cast him off with purple electricity/lightning like teddy bear in imagine dragons video
Satan has sleeper cells
My family is God's sleeper cell
God's inside trader

Told Frodo I'm leaving.  Don't know where, here's what I need you to do.

Numbers
1-Heavenly mother
2-
3-priesthood/protection/presidencies
4-preparation enlarge the corners of thy tent
5-me daughters of eve
6- satan, falling short of God
7-Heavenly Father
8- confusion
9-end times/Jesus Christ

Battle satan (repetitive and inconsistent.  Story would always change)
Throw 30 pieces of silver
Michael would be tempted
Satan shows up disguised as Prodigal son, my brother
Eve(5) me recognizes him
Aaron pulls flaming sword
President Uchdorf arrive with Eyering
Take Me, Huband, Pumpkins (2) and Oosa Buba away in spacehip ( technologically advanced from inner earth people)
Jesus's wife teach me
Jesus teach husband
Planet X smash into moon and tsunami
Piece of moon falls into Atlantic ocean causing tidal wave  wormword bitter the waters
Basketballs in rafters

warned children's piano teacher and husband - very religious

Children
President of United States (expressed desire as child) training how to organize out of chaos for role to rebuild US after collapse.
General to president (baby name)
Prophetess, like me
Elder (missionary, such a good talker)
Cherub (fighting angel) die on the mountain in the first winter after the callout
Apostle (named for famous one)
Prophet (named for child prophet)
Utah earthquake
texting childhood friend warning
flee to high ground
left Chicago business trip to return home and pack

Symbolism in life
Crowns crochet loom
Degrees of glory upstairs celestial
Family areas terrestrial
Baby gate play area telestial
Trip to value center
Time in Jerusalem
Wife of one of two witnesses, Husband
Enemies mad at me for my foresight (role of prophet's wife)
Childhood nightmare-foreshadowing
Dark warehouse alone.
Open door surrounded by angels to fight with me
Murdered
Return two days later on either side of Jesus in clouds seen by everyone
Aunt K take care of princess and baby.
bought 50 put options with strike price 500 on Goog
when everything happened we'd get windfall of cash
7 families picked out to give 7,777 to.  tithing, left with 7,000 to buy food storage


Trip to Napa 
got lost
off course
tricking Satan
Opening song.  Woman with mark in forehead.  Asked elle, do you see that?
Summer with great aunt rose- speaking to me (going into wilderness to learn- picked up in spaceship)
cat-Jesus Christ (lion)
70's style dress - so hot
elle - I've got a bad feeling about this Walmart
trip to store to get bread and fish
loaves and fishes feeding 5000
police looking for me
just escaped them
Michael my protector
firetruck turned on lights and sirens just as we crossed through intersection
Party in neighborhood, angels and demons arrived to battle it out around our house all night

Elle woke up scared.  Cast out evil spirits.  Saw myself as team member with Husband.  I see/recognize and he uses his authority.  Asked for blessing on house from Sat/Sun started as prayer, turned to blessing.

x on Sunday
Morning bread w/ arcus teaching numbers and recipe
went through house yelling that earthquake was going to strike at 7:07.  Had usgs earthquake confirmation that there was an earthquake at 7:07:54 (my number and
PMed leader of R+F team
She responded back at 7:07 California time.  You have the fingerprint of God
Texted Emma.  You were warned.  You didn't listen.  Don't go to the store or you will be killed in the earthquake.

Sitting out in yard teaching children how to stay in their tents when poison would fall from the sky. Time came and went.  Disappointment.  Thought that we would be waiting for the aftershock.  Got totally wrapped in the earthquake that was coming.  Kept feeling earthquakes(within).

Bishop was called.  James came to get kids.  Told him about taking other kids.  Barron would die and it wouldn't be his fault.  Taking Pumpkins and Oosa with me.

disclosed everything
talked about lines of authority.  Agreed
Read Michael's patriarchal blessing emphasizing parts
put blanket over my head to prevent them from jumping on me to cast out evil spirit.
Went into bathroom behind curtain to confer
waving cowboy hand while so tired seeing things that weren't there
thought it was a sign to signal to bishop to call elder uchdorff for our alien space ship rondevuu in mom's back yard.



Naked in closet Adam and eve
waterproof pad-tent footprint
striped blanket for tents of Israel
Oosa Bubas laid on fleece to play - Issac laid on alter
youTube music mix
loss of brother
everything coming up in the playlist was deeply significant in the moment.

Elul 29, 2015 wrote to M. King before hand warning him and asking him to stay home with his family.

10 days later Sept 23, 2015 20 year anniversary of Proclamation on the family.  Trumpets supposed to blow 10 days after.  Took kids to church at sundown for big earthquake.  Sat on lawn.  Read proc.  On face time with Frodo and Lucy who were also waiting for sundown and the big event

Called my mother and Aunt K and asked both of them to have their dinners on the patio with the babies.

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